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How struggling Christians can get back on track By Memory Bengesa

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Rich In Spirit

I woke up with a dollar between me and poverty and payday was nowhere in the vicinity-but! Was reminded I'm rich in Spirit, though going through life's tests that are unfamiliar to me I was still grateful that I am rich in Spirit, in my highest point of life I feel rich in Spirit and in my lowest point in life I feel rich in Spirit, if you ask me I'd rather be rich in Spirit and broke in pocket than to be rich in pocket and broke in Spirit for my Spirit keeps me grounded in faith and my Spirit serves as a reminder of Gods promises that will be fulfilled in my life, in Spirit I'm hopeful, in Spirit I'm grateful, in Spirit I am at peace, in Spirit i am content, in Spirit I am happy, in Spirit I am alive! and in Spirit I understand that each has a season and mine will be here sooner than later through Christ who grants me strength, once you learn to be rich in Spirit you will prosper when rich in pocket!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Do NOT Reason with God!!!!!

Do NOT reason with God, when He calls you to something that means He already knows that you can do it-remember He is our creator, the Bible says: “He knew us before we were created” -Jeremiah 1:5, trust me, this testimony below is evident that God is powerful and that when called by the Lord do not justify, run or reason, instead draw nearer to Him and be blessed! Mid-summer 2011 God laid it on my heart to write a Fiction-Novel, He even provided the title like He always does, BUT! I…… on the other hand was very reluctant, I am even embarrassed to talk about this as a Christian but I believe in telling the truth and shaming the devil! I heard what the Lord said to me about this novel and I started my reasoning with Him, my conversations sporadically went like this every time I sat down to “try” and write this novel. “God….you know I am not a Fiction Author” “Fiction Authors are creative and highly talented; Lord you know that is not my genre” “I don’t know what to write….what am I going to write about Lord?” “God! You know I won’t be able to do this book” On and on…. the lines of reasoning continued, I literally sat down and wrote the title and copyright information and the introduction that summer and I called it quits! I re-opened the rest of my unfinished books to work on them but I could not write, I could not think, I could not focus and I got very frustrated and decided to take a break, Ladies and Gentleman…. I realized I reached what is known to some as “writers-block” BUT to God this was His way of saying: “I am waiting for you to listen to my command until then-you will be able to continue”, I never ever had this kind of experience in the few years that I have followed the command for my writing, that December when I was in California I managed to write and complete a booklet (not my proudest moment-but it was something), I was still frustrated that I was not able to work on my open projects. When I came back home in January my Church family and I embarked in a corporate prayer and fast, it was at that moment in January in which God laid it on my heart to seek an agent for my books, mind you I have been self-publishing this whole time, I thought it was a great idea, after all I had at that time 10 completed books that where ready to go, after receiving that message from God in January I created my annual-personal fast calendar in which I generally add one month in the year for fasting, this time my Spirit laid it on my heart to fast for 2 months, separate months of course, my first personal fast would be in May then the second would be in October, I did not have anything in specific to fast about except that I get a fair agent, one that represents me according to my calling and the rest of the fasting would be for God’s will to be done over my life and to be real-close to God, that was it!……unbeknownst to me that God-once again had other plans for me in this fasting, when I started my fast that first week of May, I was working on an awesome book that talks about addiction and Spiritual healing through God with testimonies of my addiction and how God helped me over come, as I wrote this book (which is a great-title and powerful message-the Holy Spirit really shinned in this book), God led me to the introduction of my novel….yes! the novel (the book I was dreading and knocking myself down)….God worked a good one in me, all I remember is; sitting there in person but typing away thoughtlessly through the Spirit, I had no plot, no notes, nothing but the Holy Spirit and yet!!!! The book just wove itself together in a conspicuous way (God is good!) this was the greatest feeling ever. The writing of the Novel had officially begun that first week of May and as I embrace July I am only 6 chapters away from completion and about 200+ pages completed. Hallelujah…the power of our living God!!! I love writing fiction literature…it’s the new me and God knew that I would enjoy it!, the anointing was and is still thick that I continued to fast for an extra 10 days after my initial 30 days, I did not want to lose out on the anointing, the novel is powerful, captivating, amazing, keeps me on the edge of my seat as I never know what the Holy Spirit is going to do next… and all through God, I tell you I cannot wait each and every time to write the next chapter, to find out what was happening to Jessica, Bernie, Charity, Marybeth, Sky, Mandy, Dr Marchelee, Bishop Parcell and so-on…God has a sense of humor that in the course of this novel I have had the liberty to meet my character’s… “I know-sounds crazy!” but no its true, I wrote about these different characters and their situations (all made up of-course, hence-fiction) but! In the course of writing this novel I have met and talked to several people-randomly and could not help but notice the similarities of their life’s story’s to my character’s which gave me goose-bumps!…but all I could do is praise God because I know that this was His way of confirmation of the power of the novel. Love you! Be blessed and hope to catch up with all after completion of Novel :) Please keep me up-lifted in prayers xoxoxo

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Felicity the lagniappe of God's desire

To know ones self-happiness through Christ is to know felicity, life as we know it is a rigga-marowa of a surreal action, mystery and drama filled movie, even though some live life vicariously through others, some live life in halation, some live life-to its fullest, the axiom of life is that we are intended to experience it in an auspicious manner, God is our life’s compass, and He will navigate, capitulate your life to God and experience a life worth living, a life filled with felicity, God+Felicity=incontrovertible happiness!

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Tomorrow is not promised....wake-up!!!!

Christianity is not an example of antidisestablishmentarianism, rather it is arcane to those that try to nit-pick and figure it out, so what I have a self-love for God and His people?, what I do not do is care for the concerns of the world which place me in the minds of “critics” ….only the one they call the Christ is the judge of my actions, the affairs of society do not concern me as they bring forth societal crucifixion in my ascetic, God loving life. Christianity-of course is more than your everyday aphorisms; “To blessed not to be stressed”, “you are a victor not victim”, “you have to go through you story to get to God’s glory”, “you have to have a test for a testimony”……and so on! I depend on the 3 aspects that govern my life, salvation, baptismal in water and Spirit, these are my concerns and the concerns of those that wrote the letters before my time but of course under God’s direct supervision, this is step one to the Christian life, not the apocryphal stories that are conjured from the mind of the lost, Christianity is not a walk in the park but rather an asperity, one in which we have God at our disposal to assuage our life’s journey, those that do not know about Christianity risk themselves at the hands of a life of belied man made doctrines…..the truth is…God is alive and still present from back then till now, the fallacy is that the world can live harmoniously practicing the way of the word and the world (what foolishness!), you cannot be in the middle of the fence, that is not Christianity according to the doctrine, all the braggadocio of some bloviate “false-prophet”, “wolves in sheep’s skin” who have lead good and yet ignorant people to stray from Christ, wake up!, get a clue, the one they call the Christ, the messiah is walking back on this earth no sooner than you can say “I repent”, now is the chance to give God a chance, now is the time to join the movement of the tribe of the anomaly… (The Born Again Christian’s) the peculiars, the ones that are awake and sober and are awaiting the return of the Christ in patience, I am unapologetically Christian and proud in whom I serve. -A breviary from the memoirs of Author, Memory Bengesa © (Inspired by chapter 6 of Born Again Afresh by Memory Bengesa)